domingo, 4 de noviembre de 2012

Theatre of cruelty class notes





Journal entry:     Assigning Roles!

Today in class, the make up group and I got into a circle and discussed about our individual roles for the project. Although we would work in collaboration for the over all aesthetic appeal of the piece, we gave each eachother individual duties in order to move our project further. Jury was in charge of make up, Amanda was in charge of the special effects such a the blood and the vomit of the cleansing scene. Grace is in charge of the costumes and i am in charge of the props. We decided that we would make conscious artistic choices together, however each have our own responsibility. I think that it was a great idea, as although we are working as a team, we can be experts in our own specific areas, however still having help from the rest of the group, as Drama is a subject that can be never done alone! There are just so many things to take care of in a good performance that is done in a collaborative way!


viernes, 2 de noviembre de 2012

HS PLAY 2012 "The Book Thief"






The book Thief

This year, the HS play for ISM had a very different topic from that of the Musical of “Romeo and Juliet”. Happy, playful and full of dancing and music was changed for a more dark drama about a little girl called Leisel and her hunger for books!

This year, the HS play was based on the novel of Mark Zuzackof the Book Thief bestseller. I remember during summer, in the long waits inside metro in Paris, or in a café in London, I took that book with me to prepare myself for the audition. I liked the character of young Liesel for her innocence and strength at the same time, and so I liked Death too. I really enjoyed the way the book was written; I thought it was very original to write in in.. 3rd person and by an allegorical character such as Death himself, and I was intrigued to see how it would turn out. Also during the summer, I researched about world war too, to understand better the context of the play, as well as watching movies such as “Shindler’s list” and my personal favorite “Life is beautiful”, to see other scenarios and specially focus on the different character’s physicality’s (e.g. The Jews Vs. The Nazi’s).

when coming back, I was overwhelmed by the work that I had to put into my new academy for fashion which is my other passion, and therefore I decided that instead of auditioning I would help out in other roles such as make up or costume, however little did I know about my job as a STUDENT DIRECTOR!!!!

At first, I didn’t really understand my role, I didn’t know what were my boundaries or where I was expected to interfere and help, but eventually it came natural. I would show up at rehearsals and watch the cast rehearse, and Mrs Hilman would give me some scenes to work on with. I was so nervous at first, I wasn’t sure of how to approach the cast and I was scared that they didn’t listen to me; would they take me seriously? Would my advice be helpful?

Scene 19: Fighting the Fuhrer

This scene took place in Max’s head as it was a constructed dream made up of exagerrations and false premises, as he never fought the Furher, but based on his sudden wake up in fear and screaming, I understood that the importance of this scene in the play was to show Max’s fear of death, destruction and loss of power. For this I made my own objectives to achieve as a Student Director:

ü  Show that Max is talking about his greatest fears: the reason for why he is working out.
ü  Show the brutalism and the effects of propaganda and linguistic imperialism that took place at the time as a way to coming back to the reality of human history

For the first objective, I attacked it in different ways. I realize that the actors lost strength when coming into the ring, and that was one of the biggest ways in which the scene wasn’t working. For that, I divided the group into two and asked them to warm up their bodies and energy starting from the wings, so that when they would come in, they would already be energized to run and jump.

The first time I worked with this scene, we were missing a Fuhrer, and so I picked at Random a boy named Paulo to stand in and read the characters lines, and I picked right! Paulo has always been amazed by the storied of war and he told me that he really liked the character of Hitler. I asked his to perform in the center of our imaginary ring with strength and convincement, in both his voice tone and his actions. This turned out to be a great starting exercise and Paulo really managed to perform the script as I imagined it, with a very harsh voice, poignant ends in the sentences and a lot of aggressiveness. I then made the crowd respond to his scripts as they felt like as it was full of rhetorical questions, with nods, screams of “YES” and “NO” and fist raises, to make the crowd members seem individualistic and therefore realistic, yet in the same group. The energy and threat that Paulo managed to convey gave the crowd members more to grab into, and understand the power of words. I managed to create a build up of energy and aggressiveness between the “question and answer” exchanges, however, I felt like at some points it might have been a bit monotonic. Therefore I decided to analyze the script further, and found a perfect line for a change of mood “Will you simply stand there and let him do this?”. I unconciosly used the technique of hot seating mentally, to find out what Hitler’s objective would be, which I decided to be: “conviction of Jews being a plague of disease for the country”. I looked into the diction of his speech and noticed that at first, Hitler describes the actions that the Jews had had on the German lives;  A perfect way of preaching the audience by describing real life yet negative situations and encounters between both ethnic groups. Pathos is used  to make them feel sorry about themselves, and envy from the Jews as a way of convincing them, and thus I made the crowd understand that it was their lives he was describing, and theferore responses were needed to show agreement, and to show how he managed to make it clear to them what their situations were. However conviction is fully achieved at the line “will you simply stand there and let them do this”. It was a risky choice I made of interrupting a build up of noise, to create a strong contrast and change of mood. After that line, I asked the crowd to concentrate their energy instead of shouting and jumping. I also asked them to narrow down their circles of focus to concentrate on Hitler, and show through this and their controlled nods and “yes” that they are being brainwashed, showing that they finally have been convinced, and that there is no turning back.
when talking to Mrs Hilman, I was happy to find out that this is what she wanted. The scene, with its power of words and responses created fear in the audience, and therefore exposed Max’s greatest fear.

However, there was a change of Hitler. Paulo was changed by Christian, a boy that looked more like Hitler however wasn’t as aggressive when performing his lines. At first, I wasn’t convinced as to how still managing to achieve the effect that I was happy with before, as I though that being realistic and loud was the only way the scene would work, however I was wrong. The effect of a parody was to be also very powerful. Working with Christian as a student Director I realized that we needed a change of objectives. A dream that was not real as this one was needed a comedic effect that could still bring out fear. I asked Christian to engage with his audience by emphasizing on the words “you” and pointing at them. I also asked him to sharply turn his body around when addressing different people, to show how Hitler always wanted full attention and in a way was scared that people weren’t listening. After the fight against Max in which he knocks him down, Hitler clumsily stands up and gives his speech. I thought that this new approach was much more effective, as it shows how someone so small and clumsy managed to have that much power on the people.

On the first night of the show, I realized that I could still push the effect a bit further. Audiences aside was created when Hitler knocks Max down and makes the audience believe is it the definite hit, when without noticing, Max stands up behind him. I thought that this was the perfect moment to bring out the humoristic element of Hitler, and asked Christian to make a little victory dance to reinforce his unawareness of the situation, and then make the hit more effective. This little dance was meant to embody the egocentric character of Hitler, and how it all started as a game. This little dance of the movement of the hips and the coming back of the hair was also meant to bring out a sense of femininity, and create a great contrast with the second half of the performance. I believe this was one of the great lessons I learned as a student director, and I was very happy about the outcome of the scene.
Christian on stage as "The Fuhrer" performance 2
Fotos by Sung Yun Bae
Scene 23: Hans makes a mistake

Theatre of Cruelty: "Building a Character"


Building A Character

For my Theatre of cruelty performance, I had to create a character story and background for the character of “The Ballerina”. I was really happy I was given that character, as I watched a movie called “Black swan” and I was very drawn into how the actress, Natalie Portman portrayed this change in character from vulnerable and delicate, to envious, greedy and strong. I believe it was the uncertainty of how I would choose to develop my character that made me want to do it, as the original story of a bailarina that kills because she is not given a part was for me quite unrealistic at first. However, fro the Hot Seating exercise I managed to get some help for my story!!

I chose to give my character a very dark and unhappy background story, because I wanted to show a hidden vulnerability that would be interwoven in the speech. I made her father and alcoholic, and her mother a very submissive woman that wasn’t able to stand up for herself. I made the pain and shock of watching her mother live with no love, all the self-consciousness and insecurities be the triggering point for my character to find what she didn’t want to be like. To take the theatre of cruelty essence further, I wanted to exhibit a darker twist. I created a sexual conflict between her father and my character, and brought it to light when saying in my monologue “he wanted me more”. This was opened to interpretation, however I chose to include this to bring out to light something that would be uncomfortable for the audience to assimilate. Also, I chose to match this line a smile and a little laugh, to show that I was okay with my father wanting me more when recording the monologue. Here, I wanted to show again that my character even found pleasure in the situation, and at the same time I showed to the audience a very important trait that directs my characters actions, and it is that of wanting to always strive for attention, and feeling power when gaining it!

I wanted to play around with accents, as I never get the chance to do so. I chose to be half Russian, as a challenge for myself!

In my monologue, I also wanted to introduce a connection to my passion for dancing. I didn’t want to make it something that had always been with her, but instead something that she had to hold onto for survival. I therefore thought that making a child’s authorities oblige her to dance in order to give her the power to live her own life was a good part of the background for her story.

when did hot seating last class, I started scratching my arms when asked about when I killed Natalia. This movement came unconsciously, but  used it to my characters advantage, as I thought that it was a sign of weakness. Although she appeared to be more confidence and secure about her actions, that tick she had showed that deep inside she was scared.

Final outcome of the monologue!!:

The killing motif of the story was introduced when saying that her father killed her mother. Killing such an important figure as a mother is meant to create sadness, and the very act of killing is a sin as well. I played around with the recurring motif of survival of the fittest, and linked it to her ambition  for being the best and eliminating all those that come in  her way. For this, I showed in the monologue when saying “I wish I did it first” that she has now become immune to the act of killing those that are weak, and therefor show that this is one of the reasons for which she feels accepted in the community of Celestine.

Link for photo:
http://crazyyetwise.com/2011/01/21/movie-review-black-swan/

Final outcome:

My name is Katerina. And I am one of the children of eternal happiness. Why I joined, its easy. I wanted power. My dad was an alcoholic, and my mother, a dependent housewife that lived her life depressed, because she married a  man that abused her, and still could not leave him. She was so vulnerable. So weak. She blamed me, for my father wanting me more. She would try to make me feel the same, by calling me worthless and a big mistake. She deserved to die, my dad did the right thing, only I wish I did it first. Children’s authorities enrolled me in an institution, tried to protect me, they thought I was weak too. They made me dance, to release my tensions.

I got a scholarship to dance at a school. But people, people always have to get in the way, in my way. People say that there is always room for more people, that company is a good thing, but that is not true. There can only be one of us. There can only be one black swan, one! But people wont just leave; they wont just admit that they are useless. So, I had to make them leave.

I was watching Natalia dance and all I could think of is how much I wanted her to suffer, to fall, and die. Celestine’s voice told me that I was too good to let anyone else get in my way. That I had the power inside me, I just had to let it out. And so I did. And I am So happy”.

Theatre of Cruelty: "Hot Seating"


Hot seating!!!!
Thursday October 18th 2012


Today in class, we tried one of my most favorite exercises! HOT SEATING!

I personally like this method of Character warm up as I believe it is a way to trigger sincerity in emotions, as the premises are real; it is a character speaking the truth about himself/herself.

This exercise was very helpful for the team, as we had vague ideas of our characters, but we didn’t really know how to put it together. Being put in a situation in which the spotlight is only on you (literally) and you are being interrogated without too much time to think made us speak about ourselves intuitively, and from here we got background stories.

As a group, we also helped the person being hot seated by the method of the blocking wall. By giving the characters truths such as “we know what you did, it was in the papers” or “how could you have done that to your sister” we already implied that they did such things, and therefore the character could only accept and move forwards. He/she is not allowed to say “No, that is not true” and therefore we can continue with our building!!

Katy being hot seated!!

The audience!!


I believe that this exercise was one of the most help full for all of us, and it is the one that got our story together!

Assigning roles: Make up and costume artist

For our individual roles, I was given the chance to do make up and costume for our final performance.

The reasons for why I am looking forwards to working in there areas is:

1.     The costumes and make up are so diverse and there are so many characters, that it gives me a chance to work with then as individual, however still look for unity.
It gives me the chance to work with a theme that I have never looked upon such as “Cults” and therefor working with the idea of reinforcing conformity through visual elements